Going Going

I'm sat here rocking back and forth.

I feel very alone, and I am stressed. My head really HURTS.

I am having thoughts - those type I have often these days, frequent for the last 14 days, I don't want to be here anymore.

I cant deal with this, the loneliness, the being abandoned, the having no mates.

I feel uptight, tense, empty inside.

Anxiety is rocketing while I type this.

I just don't see the point anymore.

Waste of space, oxygen.

Cant do life anymore, life, that's a laugh what life.