Birthday

I'm 26 in two days, Sunday 10th May 2009. Not looking forward to it.
I dont want any fuss, will there will be; lots of people coming and going, wanting my attention when I just want to sit or play with my cat.

May 10th 1983, the world was subjected to me and no one quite knew what had hit them. I'll be completely honest with you. Asperger Syndrome is far from a party in a box. It sucks not to have any friends when you're growing up, or to have difficulty making friends later on when you grow up and move away to a new place. Or when your friends move on and leave you behind. It is completely isolating and depressing many times.

It can be the worst sensation in the world to watch others figuring out how to be part of their world and for you to just not "get it." To watch the closeness that others seem to have and to want it so bad that you feel like you can't breathe, until you distract yourself and go off and play by yourself... while trying to swallow your feelings of bitterness to those who seem like they have it so easy.

Some of us may be the silent type. We don't like to talk much, but we are still grateful for our friends and let them know it. However we cannot handle change, and we ask that you don't make changes.

Just say Happy Birthday, and let it be a normal day, Im not normal, never will be, but they day should be kept so.