well, i will write simultaneously while i'm reading your blog in order to tell you what i'm thinking about it. some points in "cummunication frustrations" sounds like it could be me writing it. some people like the way i ask questions and i show them how to possibly solve their problems, if they feel sad, but hate me if i ask questions that make parts of their personality visible which they don't want to know or accept. In a way it is the opposite of you. i do understand so well what people do and the way they act, that i sometimes even know more about them than themselves (and i hate it...). I'm glad that I found a friend who just accecpts me the way i am without making judgements and vice vers i think, it's the same.
For sure christmas starts to early! i hate it to see all the christmas biscuits and chocolate at the end of september. therefore i began to hate christmas. and in fact, i don't need a special day to tell all my family members and friends that i love them. i can do it every day, if it is my wish.
"why do gay people do this?" is just an excellent article! but i think most gay people unfortunately wouldn't even recognize what they are doing if they read this one...
the june posts sound really sad. well i don't know what excactly had happen, but for sure it is hard to know people are thinking you are crazy. probably you just have to learn to ignore them, somehow, though it is really difficult. what really scares me, is that you felt so alone. obviously you've been really desperate at that night. it's sad that i even can share this sad moment with you, too. i had so many of them. though friends talked to me, but actually they always said: "it's not that bad, everything will be good and so on". but finally i think apart from that one friend mentioned noone else do really understand how i function (is it possible to express it like that? however, hope you know, what i want to say.)
"the three minute guide to RIP" really terrifying!!!
"disco inferno" i'm not sure whether i understood it correctly or not. sounds like it is somehow exaggerated, is it?
my deepest sympathy for the loss of your friend. more i don't know to say and i believe that there are no appropriate words. life seemed to be really hard to you within the past year.
last for this message, i tell you that i smiled, when i read that we have the same name :-)
and i'm astonished how many subjects you have studied. really great!
I am a young lad, in Edinburgh, I come complete with a a geeky mind and I lack a sense of humour. I graduated University, BA; Hons in English, and with a PHD in Computer Science, I have my MCP and MSCE. I currently have my own business.
I have Asperger Syndrome; which makes my life a challenge with others, as they don’t seem to (or want to) understand me or my way of doing things or why, and I often get left behind or dropped, because they do not have the capacity to digest and understand the information I have painstakingly given in order for them to comprehend my status.
My real interest is anything tech related, especially cars and gadgets, computers and anything that can be taken apart and put together again!
Im a geek and and love all things tech wise.
Went to uni and graduated with;
BA (Honours) English Language and Literature, Law and Criminology, BA (Honours), And PhD, (BSc, BEng, MEng,) in Computer Science, Cognitive Science, Artificial Intelligence, Software Engineering.
I am currently an Engineer and a Dr of Computer Science, and work in my own business with my fellow buddy Tom.
well, i will write simultaneously while i'm reading your blog in order to tell you what i'm thinking about it.
ReplyDeletesome points in "cummunication frustrations" sounds like it could be me writing it. some people like the way i ask questions and i show them how to possibly solve their problems, if they feel sad, but hate me if i ask questions that make parts of their personality visible which they don't want to know or accept.
In a way it is the opposite of you. i do understand so well what people do and the way they act, that i sometimes even know more about them than themselves (and i hate it...).
I'm glad that I found a friend who just accecpts me the way i am without making judgements and vice vers i think, it's the same.
For sure christmas starts to early! i hate it to see all the christmas biscuits and chocolate at the end of september. therefore i began to hate christmas. and in fact, i don't need a special day to tell all my family members and friends that i love them. i can do it every day, if it is my wish.
"why do gay people do this?" is just an excellent article! but i think most gay people unfortunately wouldn't even recognize what they are doing if they read this one...
the june posts sound really sad. well i don't know what excactly had happen, but for sure it is hard to know people are thinking you are crazy. probably you just have to learn to ignore them, somehow, though it is really difficult. what really scares me, is that you felt so alone. obviously you've been really desperate at that night. it's sad that i even can share this sad moment with you, too. i had so many of them. though friends talked to me, but actually they always said: "it's not that bad, everything will be good and so on". but finally i think apart from that one friend mentioned noone else do really understand how i function (is it possible to express it like that? however, hope you know, what i want to say.)
"the three minute guide to RIP" really terrifying!!!
"disco inferno" i'm not sure whether i understood it correctly or not. sounds like it is somehow exaggerated, is it?
my deepest sympathy for the loss of your friend. more i don't know to say and i believe that there are no appropriate words. life seemed to be really hard to you within the past year.
last for this message, i tell you that i smiled, when i read that we have the same name :-)
and i'm astonished how many subjects you have studied. really great!
lg michael